It is not the end of the world even though it feels like it.
I really need to understand this.
I just feel like there is so much pressure on my shoulders to do well. To get the best grades possible. Even though that pressure is only coming from me, myself.
It's a vicious circle!
I know this blog has only been about my stress issues as such, but this is my life and I need to document it. I need to remind myself that not only do exams and qualifications matter, but my quality of life also matters.
I need to be able to say no.
And be able to de-stress and relax. And know that even though it is waiting for me when I return, it shouldn't eat me up while it is waiting.
No matter what it is.
The whole point of this blog is for me to get what I am feeling off of my shoulders and down on paper. I'm the type of person that bottles things up and I know that is never good.
This is my way of therapy, if you like.
Word vomiting all that.
Nice image, right? :)
Anyway, I received my AS level exam results last week.
Three Cs and an E.
The E was in Maths (so we don't have to count it). If you couldn't tell, I am so so so dropping maths.
I hate the bugger!!
So next year, which is in like three weeks (ahaha!!!), I will be taking History, Music and Biology as my three A2 Level subjects.
I am so nervous and already feel so out of my depths. Feel like I have already failed!!
I really do need to stop feeling and thinking like this.
As my mum says, 'You need to think in a positive attitude, otherwise you'll get nowhere in life.'
She's right. As always.
I was a bit disappointed with my results, not going to lie. However, I am very happy that I wasn't kicked out of my school. So far that is totalling to be 4 people.
But, I just have to hit the ground running and make this year count.
Be Positive.
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